
DilemmaToday in classDilemma by ~ChibiterasuOkamiden
You moved to sit beside me
And my heart missed
A beat
Your friends followed,
All sitting nearby
And I sat in silence
Afraid of being judged
The presentation started
And I tried not to look at you
But instead peeked
From the corners of my eyes
The presenters spoke
And I tried to focus
On the droning voice
But you invaded my thoughts
What we had talked about last night,
What I should say to you,
How I should instigate the conversation,
If we were to have one at all
I peek over
And you look miserable
Sick, I remember,
And feel an instant sympathy
Time passes
And fear of being judged
By those around me
Keeps me silent
You

HonestyI love it howHonesty by ~ChibiterasuOkamiden
I can be so honest with you
You don't get angry
I can tell you the truth
And we talk about it
Of course, there're times
When feelings are damaged
And somebody's heart needs a bandage
But we talk about it
That's one of those things
That I love about you
You accept me for who I am
And I accept you
The silent, mutual agreement
To coexist
In such sweet harmony
Fills my heart
And makes me warm inside
And I smile
A sad smile
And mourn
That you will never be mine

Story of my RuinI am...Story of my Ruin by ~ChibiterasuOkamiden
Strange
Weird
Messed up
Possibly beyond
all repair
And I know it
Why?
I did it to myself
And now, I feel
the need to tell, to share
my experiences
Why I’m a freak
Abnormal
Deranged
This is my story
of how I ruined
myself:
I was always open,
friendly, letting everybody know
the real me
who I really was
on the inside
Secrets were always
scarce and few
for everyone was a friend
I was always a reader;
someone who couldn’t
remove their nose from
the pages of a book
Secluded, sometimes, making me
foreign and strange
to those who were not
close to me
Then the names
Nothing swearing,
all they did was point out
that I was

Neko's StoryWhy? Why is this happening? Why is it me?! My brain rushed with panicked thoughts as the man approached with a knife in one hand and a gun in the other. Both weapons were pointed at me. A feral snarl rumbled in my throat, so inhuman that he paused his slow steps.Neko's Story by ~ChibiterasuOkamiden
"Hello kitty, kitty. Such a nice little feline. You'll rack up a fine price..." His knife slid into its sheath on his hip, instead taking out a strange-looking gun. My muscles tensed. I've seen that before... There was a loud popping noise and I leapt at the gutter running along side of the tall building. Pulling myself up, I turned and saw the net fall to the ground, nothing caught